What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

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I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

and I’m such a picky eater

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

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I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

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He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

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I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

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My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

Hello, I have a question about astral projection. I started to get interested in this a little while after my mum passed in april. I thought I may be able to see her and speak with her if I managed to achieve astral projection. Since this interest, every time i sleep on my back I go into sleep paralysis. However, I cant progress into astral projection because it is very scary for me as I feel like I'm suffocating when this happens. I panic and force myself to wake up. This only ever happened about once a year before this. It sometimes lasts a long time. This has happened about 3 times per week since my mum died, as mentioned on a previous post. I no longer try to go into it anymore(due to the suffocating feeling), but it still happens. I read that sleep paralysis is the pathway to astral projection. Why has this started to happen so frequently since simply taking an interest in it? Is this connected to the afterlife? I am concerned about it as I now cannot seem to stop this happening. Could it be my mum trying to communicate? Im asking due to more knowledge around this in this group.

My body my voice, especially my voice

They’re both small dogs

Likes we’re not siblings

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I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

Idk tbh

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I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

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I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

What does the Bible say about the Antichrist? How will we know when he arrives on the scene?

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I can’t anymore I just hate it

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

Why do our deceased do not protect us from other bad spirits?

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I hate it

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

Do most narcissists have good intentions as long as you are under their control?

About all my friends

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

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I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

I hate myself so much

I think

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And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

Just wanted to put it out there

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I want to be a boy

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

I want to but I can’t

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

And she ate half of the popcorn

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I think I’m scared to lose another friend